verbal vomit in the next few paragraphs.

so please, if you can't read, skip it.

A is a guy, he likes C. and its very obvious that C's a girl.

B is A's close friend.

C gets really irritated by B very very easily.

A and C both like each other, something really obvious. something like a relationship. A keeps to himself most of the time but's he the most happy go lucky guy you'll ever meet. C is afraid to actually go into the relationship with A because of what B said once upon a time. that A doesn't love her and that he just wnats to be there for her. that A is just playing along because C is someone that he'll never forget. A and C used to be together by the way. so B feels her up with insecurities because B feels that its a problem that needs to be solved. and basically, its not his problem to begin with.

so fast forward a couple of weeks. B contacts C. C is irritated to see his name to appear on her phone to begin with. when she saw the message, she got even more irritated. B asked C out, when B jolly well knew that A wouldn't like it. neither did C by the way. so she said no. then B asked another question. "Eh. I heard that A is not entertaining you now." gosh. so it seems that A is an entertainment tool for B. which pissed C off even more. then B goes on to tell C that A is working most of the days while he should be studying. every girls has a limit. and C has reached hers. so, to keep from flaring, she tries not to be bothered about it and said that its A's problem. because she feels that A is obviously old enough to think for himself. then, B goes and show A the message and A thinkts that she doesn't care. and a fight started.

well, OBVIOUSLY C would think that its B's fault right. but guess what B says to justify this. I'M HELPING MY FRIEND TO SOLVE HIS PROBLEM. did your friend ask you to sole this problem to begin with? is it your problem? what goes on between A and C? telling lies to say that C doesn't care. well. does B even know C as a person? C doesn't even consider B as a friend to begin with. but B just likes to meddle in other people's business right?

well let me tell you this. you don't know me in the first place to even know what i'm thinking in the first place. you are not my friend. i repeat. YOU ARE NOT MY FUCKING FRIEND. because it was between me and him. nothing to do with you. do you think you're being a friend by fucking up other people's relationships? by doing things you shouldn't? just because you think its right, it doesn't mean its the same to other people. even though he's the most happy go lucky person alive, doesn't mean that he'll be happy 24/7. you give advice only when asked. and not make it your own point to solve other people's problems when you can't solve your own. you dont think about both parties. what that you're saying that you do think? you don't.you're not my friend. why should i trust you on relationship advice? who the fuck are you to fucking tell me what the fuck love is? if your advice actually do work. who dont you have a girlfriend for god knows how many years and marry her. understand this. NOTHING IS PERFECT. he and i? we're not perfect. but we're trying. and sometimes trying doesn't work out. but its not up to you to fucking decide damnit. i'm not taking your advice because its not worht anything. you can't rush someone into loving you. its either he does or he doesn't. idiot.

when other people have problems, its not up to you to solve them or not. they have to solve it for themselves. thats how they learn. thats how they grow as a person. thats where experience comes in. i'm not saying that i'm an expert. but friends like these really kill a relationship. or whats left of it. because i bet any girl out there, wouldn't want a boyfriend who has his friend poking into their relationship all the time. or have a boyfriend who has his friend to solve whatever problems he has all the time? grow up. you cant protect him forever. and its not like he needs it.

B, an honest word. does anyone appreciate what you've done? C most definately doesn't. and i'm not sure about A.

BUT JUST FUCKING HELL LEAVE ME ALONE.

on another note, i've never disliked any of his friends. but you're another case all together.

i fucking dislike you to a point where i can actually put the word hate down. but i pray that its the anger thats speaking.

i'm sure many of you have seen me pissed. and i shout and stuff. but to be really angry. i guess no one has seen it before. i've only been angry at three people so far. God, my mohter and my father. and now a total stranger has been added to the list. i may do irrational things when i'm pissed. but when i'm angry. i just do one thing.

i cry. i dont know why. then i have to let the anger out. so i write, which let to this verbal vomit.

i'm sorry to have to put you through all of this.

i need to keep myself with happy things.

last day of work is on sunday. relived at some point. fucking sad on the other.

job hunting sucks.

not sure if i can go PLAY.

but zoo is next week though.

i hope i can really look forward to it.

CNY is coming. i hope things will only get better from here. seriously.

i really didn't like how i lost it just now. i never liked not being in control.

things i need to do during the holidays.

FYP.

GYM.

SWIM.

TAN.

i need to look good for school reopen. ((:

you took his phone without his permission? you're just making someone else's business yours.
well.
go to hell.